its not a drug, its a leaf.

Head Vs Heart

Heart: Can I-?
Head: No.
Heart: But-
Head: No.
Heart: What if-?
Head: No.
Heart: Just one-!
Head: NO.
Heart: It might be different!
Head: I said NO!
Heart: Well, why the bloody hell not?
Head: Because no matter how much time you give yourself; how much distance you place between you; how much you want to believe it would be different, it won't. And it'll hurt. And you're not strong enough to deal with that hurt at the moment. So, please, Listen to me and do I say.
Heart: ...
Head: I'm sorry. But I'm only trying to protect you.
Heart: ...No, I understand. I won't... I'll listen...
Head: It's hard now, but it'll become easier. I promise.

Dear Parker,

im sorry, i dont know what happened. i will always love you babyboy dont you ever forget. mom dont want to talk to me right now but that’s ok, i know i will ALWAYS have my little boy :) i love you so much , cant wait to hold you :)

do you know what its liketo do that stuff and not care anymore. i do. but yet it fades. why cant this heartbreak be numbed forever.

I want this forever

I want this forever

Hahaha that’s funny

Hahaha that’s funny